I WAS NOT IN THE FUCKIN' GOOD MOOD FOR IT.

it was our fun day yesterday and i was the muse of the fourth year class. i recieved a lot of compliments and i appreciate it. I was happy with all those compliments and i was even lucky for i left my money at my house and one of my compliment-giver Klarenz was a richie and bought me food and he even gave me money. I was flattered with Adrian or "Taro" as he said i was like a mannequin. And every time he sees me he would address me as "Hi ate sexy" or "hi ate mannequin" and he would even want to walk me home. Which was the sweetest thing. But i refused. he's a kid! haha. But before anything else, i felt very much different that day. I think that there's something wrong with me is it my outfit or my make up? my hair? But i think it was just the same. But all of them kept saying such nice things and my friends are like covering me because the boys are staring. JP and dwight even said that they are sure that it's a sure win. And i just smiled i think not because Sheryl (junior's muse) is a good dancer and i haven't prepared much about the singing thing. I don't know what is regine's edge over others (sophomore's muse) but she won. i like how she shook her booty on the dance floor. It was my second time strutting what i've got on a catwalk. But the difference was the people there are just my schoolmates and i could not care less what they think about how will i walk the walk and talk the talk. I felt slightly nervous because they never saw me wearing something so short before. And they still haven't seen me modeling in actual. But i just thought that it's my last year, better leave a mark behind xD I sang "this is me" which i love singing the most. I love demi lovato's voice and i like to mimic her way of singing. I enjoy singing that song and that's the one i find easy to sing. So i sang it. Confused!? haha... They were screaming and shouting so loud. Louie and JP(taccad) even screamed "partner ko yan!!!!!!!!!!!" *partner sa cutillion* (info from mhean) I don't know if i'm going to raise my voice or what. But sheng sent me a sign that my voice should come from the i don't know part of our body. between the chest and the stomach!!! They said after i sang that they can't hardly hear my voice. how should they hear it if they were screaming!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! Well that's called audience impact baby. After the pageant, i ran and quickly changed because i think i was being stared at by many eyes with my oh so short skirts. And it was so irritating. WTF. i bought a drink and i when i looked back, i was surrounded by a bunch of elementary students saying they want to have an autograph. it sounded soooooooooo corny and im not really fond of signing autographs. So i said i was tired maybe next time. And before i left they told me i was a great singer and i thanked them. But uh-uh they were not contented and i even kissed a cute boy on the cheek.


I couldn't say if that day was a happy day for me. I mean, yeah i was hella flattered with all the compliments but i did not say i had fun. I guess there's something lacking in my life. Could it be a special someone? Maybe. or could it be that i could not get what i wanted because he has already fallen for some one else? NO. probably not. he's not a big deal. It's just the smallest percent of infatuation ever!! And i won't tell you who it is. MAGDUSAAAA KAU. hahah xD Can't tell it here. JAYden will just tease me because i have feelings for a new boy. Haha but it's not really a feeling. it's just the smallest percent of infatuation ever!!(like i said) *but hey!! isn't that a feeling*


We practiced for the prom dance again and i was not in the fucking good mood for it. That's all.
I WAS NOT IN THE FUCKIN' GOOD MOOD FOR IT.

xoxo
trish