They are like so whatever.

i woke up around 6 am in the morning and i quickly took a bath. I don't know what exactly is going to happen today for i feel im useless in my section. But the event today was our dry run for our field demonstration. I sent out my 'wakey wakey sleepyheads' group message to O.S friends but it turned out my extra load was only 5 pesos so i only sent out 5. (Why the hell am i posting this. doesn't even make sense).

Moving on! i walked to school hoping i was late because i don't want to wait at the assembly. I saw MJ and (whatever) charizz walking across my way. The words 'ooooooh, there's no school for me today' sank in my mind. I called MJ to ask what's great. And she be "putang ina mo patet pupunta kami kina hana sasama ka ba!?" what the? "anong gagawin natin dun?" And she said we are going to pick her up. Go with the flow. I went there. We waited for mami hana and then went to school. We all are nervous when we got to school because we are uber late. (that's what i'm talking bout) We payed the tricycle driver but only (whatever) charizz hasn't payed yet for she does not have coins and she heard my wallet raging with coin noises. Can't help but be generous even though she's my enemy. I gave her 6 pesos so she can pay for the ride. And then she thanked me. HUH. she thought we're okay but no were not. Not cool with that. But among the three she's the one i want to befriend again first if ever. i don't know maybe it's simply because 'magaan ang loob ko sa kanya' and [WARNING TAGALOG WORDS AHEAD] grabi talaga ha pinaka bilib talaga ako dun sa dalawa eh. langya e sarap sunugin. Joke. At least si Cha nag eeffort na pansinin ako kahit na she knows that i'll leave her hanging without any response but still she pushes her self. Which for me is very sincere of her, she once said sorry to me and i did not accepted but i know that she's really sorry. (i was flaring with anger that day) E yung dalawa? (whatever) angela at (whatever) mai. It's like they don't know me at all kung maka asta. Good luck. And i'm sure they have their fuckin' good reasons ( for them) why. And eto pa, tala gave me a mind-boggler when she told me 'oh, pinalitan ka na pala e' and i was like "huh? by who? when?" And she be 'wala...' i pushed her to spill and i was not able to make it, i became very desperate so i figured it out myself. Found out that tala and pre's former groupmate "sheng" has been seating and dining with them all the time. Oooh lala, good for them but Sheng and i are different. Waaaay different. they won't ever find some one like me again. Coz im PECULIAR ( read that!? i am peculiar, wait a lil longer then i'd be eccentric xD) They'll have to regret it. Maybe not today, but someday they will be very sorry they threw me. (is this some kind of drama? xD) Going back. So some one also told me they have erased me from their featured friends list on their friendster account. Oh they making it big, i'm gonna make it bigger. More like Enormous. Good thing we broke up, i'm having a good time with benny and hana now. Their uber kind to me.haha


And Gail said adam made a tagged account. Great so much for making a facebook account that i have been checkin and checkin everyday just to see if he added me. Now i'm gonna make a tagged account also. Off now hommies :)

xoxo
trish