High school ends :(

tapos na maliligayang araw natin. haha as folks say. March 27,09 was our graduation ceremony and no one bothered to attend that special day of mine, except for my boyfriend haha atleast he was there.

The Graduation ceremony isn't sinking on my mind that time, and i'm sure me and my friends are going to spend a lotta time even after high school and I think that college is more fun (which many disagreed with me)it's just that I don't think i'm gonna be lonely when i graduated. And guess what? I Cried. When my batchmates and I are singing "Kaleidoscope world" (our closing song) Cha said I was a little teary eyed. And i kept on denying it, but inside i really feel very emotional for i thought that I won't be seeing some of my friends after this, and all the "kakulitan, lokohan, mga trip"with my friends, we can't do it any longer on college and i'm gonna miss it for sure. TAGALOG WORDS AHEAD................dito ko unang natuto mangopya e? at mangodigo!! haha, mag cutting classes (would you believe that i actually cut classes!? haha xD) magsisigaw sa room, sagutin ang teacher, magharutan and mag icewater/patintero sa 3rd floor!!! Habulan sa Campus!! Grabe!! Itago ung sapatos at CP ni Cha!! hangang sa di nya mahanap iiyak na sya...Yung walang katapusang CAT na nakakabad3p!!


The Next day was our Outing in Laguna. Mai, Kenji, Zai, Luisa, Macky, Mhean, Mattew, Charizz, Benito, Nelson, Dwight, Irro and Jed. It's such a blast, I had so much Fun. I don't know how to swim so i just stayed in the part where the rail is, and plus! the sun isn't facing that way! So it must be a really good part of the pool to stay in. But the water level there is deep maybe above my nose. Benny, Mai and I had a dare, the first one to reach the end of the pool wins. Of course, they both know how to swim, and I don't so Meaning, i will lose, what i did is, I grabbed benny's shirt when he's gonna win and then he nearly drowned because of me, and he was pulling off a really funny expression, Mai and I kept on laughing so hard. After that, he just laughed too and warned me he told me he's gonna seek for revenge!! Bwahaha...Diabolical....xD Soooo, college na q, I wonder what things are awaiting for me there (college life) hahaha well, i guess we'll see about that in June, AJJA!! :3 Until here My mom is calling me, TTFN

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trishsh

I WAS NOT IN THE FUCKIN' GOOD MOOD FOR IT.

it was our fun day yesterday and i was the muse of the fourth year class. i recieved a lot of compliments and i appreciate it. I was happy with all those compliments and i was even lucky for i left my money at my house and one of my compliment-giver Klarenz was a richie and bought me food and he even gave me money. I was flattered with Adrian or "Taro" as he said i was like a mannequin. And every time he sees me he would address me as "Hi ate sexy" or "hi ate mannequin" and he would even want to walk me home. Which was the sweetest thing. But i refused. he's a kid! haha. But before anything else, i felt very much different that day. I think that there's something wrong with me is it my outfit or my make up? my hair? But i think it was just the same. But all of them kept saying such nice things and my friends are like covering me because the boys are staring. JP and dwight even said that they are sure that it's a sure win. And i just smiled i think not because Sheryl (junior's muse) is a good dancer and i haven't prepared much about the singing thing. I don't know what is regine's edge over others (sophomore's muse) but she won. i like how she shook her booty on the dance floor. It was my second time strutting what i've got on a catwalk. But the difference was the people there are just my schoolmates and i could not care less what they think about how will i walk the walk and talk the talk. I felt slightly nervous because they never saw me wearing something so short before. And they still haven't seen me modeling in actual. But i just thought that it's my last year, better leave a mark behind xD I sang "this is me" which i love singing the most. I love demi lovato's voice and i like to mimic her way of singing. I enjoy singing that song and that's the one i find easy to sing. So i sang it. Confused!? haha... They were screaming and shouting so loud. Louie and JP(taccad) even screamed "partner ko yan!!!!!!!!!!!" *partner sa cutillion* (info from mhean) I don't know if i'm going to raise my voice or what. But sheng sent me a sign that my voice should come from the i don't know part of our body. between the chest and the stomach!!! They said after i sang that they can't hardly hear my voice. how should they hear it if they were screaming!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?!?! Well that's called audience impact baby. After the pageant, i ran and quickly changed because i think i was being stared at by many eyes with my oh so short skirts. And it was so irritating. WTF. i bought a drink and i when i looked back, i was surrounded by a bunch of elementary students saying they want to have an autograph. it sounded soooooooooo corny and im not really fond of signing autographs. So i said i was tired maybe next time. And before i left they told me i was a great singer and i thanked them. But uh-uh they were not contented and i even kissed a cute boy on the cheek.


I couldn't say if that day was a happy day for me. I mean, yeah i was hella flattered with all the compliments but i did not say i had fun. I guess there's something lacking in my life. Could it be a special someone? Maybe. or could it be that i could not get what i wanted because he has already fallen for some one else? NO. probably not. he's not a big deal. It's just the smallest percent of infatuation ever!! And i won't tell you who it is. MAGDUSAAAA KAU. hahah xD Can't tell it here. JAYden will just tease me because i have feelings for a new boy. Haha but it's not really a feeling. it's just the smallest percent of infatuation ever!!(like i said) *but hey!! isn't that a feeling*


We practiced for the prom dance again and i was not in the fucking good mood for it. That's all.
I WAS NOT IN THE FUCKIN' GOOD MOOD FOR IT.

xoxo
trish

They are like so whatever.

i woke up around 6 am in the morning and i quickly took a bath. I don't know what exactly is going to happen today for i feel im useless in my section. But the event today was our dry run for our field demonstration. I sent out my 'wakey wakey sleepyheads' group message to O.S friends but it turned out my extra load was only 5 pesos so i only sent out 5. (Why the hell am i posting this. doesn't even make sense).

Moving on! i walked to school hoping i was late because i don't want to wait at the assembly. I saw MJ and (whatever) charizz walking across my way. The words 'ooooooh, there's no school for me today' sank in my mind. I called MJ to ask what's great. And she be "putang ina mo patet pupunta kami kina hana sasama ka ba!?" what the? "anong gagawin natin dun?" And she said we are going to pick her up. Go with the flow. I went there. We waited for mami hana and then went to school. We all are nervous when we got to school because we are uber late. (that's what i'm talking bout) We payed the tricycle driver but only (whatever) charizz hasn't payed yet for she does not have coins and she heard my wallet raging with coin noises. Can't help but be generous even though she's my enemy. I gave her 6 pesos so she can pay for the ride. And then she thanked me. HUH. she thought we're okay but no were not. Not cool with that. But among the three she's the one i want to befriend again first if ever. i don't know maybe it's simply because 'magaan ang loob ko sa kanya' and [WARNING TAGALOG WORDS AHEAD] grabi talaga ha pinaka bilib talaga ako dun sa dalawa eh. langya e sarap sunugin. Joke. At least si Cha nag eeffort na pansinin ako kahit na she knows that i'll leave her hanging without any response but still she pushes her self. Which for me is very sincere of her, she once said sorry to me and i did not accepted but i know that she's really sorry. (i was flaring with anger that day) E yung dalawa? (whatever) angela at (whatever) mai. It's like they don't know me at all kung maka asta. Good luck. And i'm sure they have their fuckin' good reasons ( for them) why. And eto pa, tala gave me a mind-boggler when she told me 'oh, pinalitan ka na pala e' and i was like "huh? by who? when?" And she be 'wala...' i pushed her to spill and i was not able to make it, i became very desperate so i figured it out myself. Found out that tala and pre's former groupmate "sheng" has been seating and dining with them all the time. Oooh lala, good for them but Sheng and i are different. Waaaay different. they won't ever find some one like me again. Coz im PECULIAR ( read that!? i am peculiar, wait a lil longer then i'd be eccentric xD) They'll have to regret it. Maybe not today, but someday they will be very sorry they threw me. (is this some kind of drama? xD) Going back. So some one also told me they have erased me from their featured friends list on their friendster account. Oh they making it big, i'm gonna make it bigger. More like Enormous. Good thing we broke up, i'm having a good time with benny and hana now. Their uber kind to me.haha


And Gail said adam made a tagged account. Great so much for making a facebook account that i have been checkin and checkin everyday just to see if he added me. Now i'm gonna make a tagged account also. Off now hommies :)

xoxo
trish

brooktown high.

i haven't been playing with my bro's PSP since last week because all the games are a little too boyish. there's Grand theft auto and guess what. there are 3 versions of that game in his console. What? does he want to be a thief or some murderer gangsta when he became 30? xD also there's sonic which I really like but now i'm getting bored with that game. He also has that basketball NBA thingy and i even did not waste my time loading it. Before, he used to put Loco Roco but we finished it easily so he deleted it already. And then he uploaded sims pets and i'm fed up with it too because it won't save my file after i lost the other one.

He was talking and talking non-sense the last day while i was chatting with a bunch of freak ass robots (im talking about jayden and baboy) xD peace out hommies. "Ate, kala mo ang ganda talaga promise mas maganda pa sa sims. Tignan mo" and he was showing it to me and i was like "oo na..oh dun ka na" i was pushing him away haha.
and then when i got the chance to plah the PSP i tried on the game he was blabbing about. it was "Brooktown high" a dating sim and i tried it. T'was 10 times cooler that Sims! TRES COOOOOL!!
Also, it was much more realistic than sims. and i love the music they plugged into that game. It was awesome. I like how the characters say words, t'was the most amazing thing ever. like "gnarly waves dude!" or how they say they are getting hot "you're putting fire stove on my pants girl" and probably they talk much more understandable than sims with their resident language "simlish" i realized how that simlish thingy sucked. (Ooh, just when i played brooktown high) And the clothes are more fashionable (i dunno for the guy character because i played a gal character).

i finished the game for like 2 whole hours non-stop. It was easy though. But fun! i missed the winter dance of the first semester. That's a bummer but i attended the spring fling and that another ball, i forgot the name. The worst part is i have prepared so much for the prom night. From the hair, accesories, dress, kissing ability (probably because there will be a kissing scene with my boyfriend , and i forgot the name of my boyfriend. but i named my character Riley. from the replacements, i'm thinkin' it's cuter than miley xD) But i forgot that before that week, riley's parents grounded her because all her grades are C-. (she was too busy partying hard and dating with her guy).
the game quickly ended when riley was unable to make it to the prom. In the end, they just made a little story for her that she wasn't able to finish college because her parents sent her to france to work as a model (because i chose model as her job while she was studying.) And went back to brooktown 20 years later and ended up unmarried. T'was said that maybe if she went to the prom, she and her boyfriend would make a lovely couple with children, Now she only has a dog as a companion. How sad.

I guess i wrote everything! I was pissed with what happened to my character. I want to start over but the PSP gone dead battery. Guess gotta start over tomorrow ( if i wasn't too lazy to do so)

bye ya pips :)
xoxo
trish